15/10/26
Awareness,
Sweet jewel that illuminates an entire night sky,
Profound depth that gave rise to every wave upon the ocean,
Total unrefracted Light of infinite Being that you inherently are.
You never disappeared, nor were you veiled or broken,
You never ceased to be, you were always right here, all along.
Whenever I was suffering, waiting, craving or expecting,
And whenever I was joyful, ecstatic or in deep harmony,
You were always right here.
Beloved of Life itself, never conditioned nor perturbed by the friction of the mindstuff,
Even when totally endarkened in the midst of deep depression, anxiety or trauma,
You were always right here.
My Beloved refuge that said Yes to all things, even to opposition,
Your testament holds true that you could never be destroyed.
For you are all of those waves that denied your very existence,
You are the One in the many who claimed that life was elsewhere,
You are the One who let there be Light,
Whole, Free & Complete
You never left my side.
In truth, I was never even separated from you,
There always was, is and only ever will be, your Grace.
Thank you for finding me once again, so I could drown in your Loving arms,
Even if it means losing everything I ever thought I had or was, other than You.
🤍🩷🤍💗🤍🩷🤍
8/10/26
Hello Beloveds,
A message finds you here that wants to tell you about the value of connection, intimacy, friendship, joy & Love.
And how those things to me far outweigh the value of semantics.
The energy that is transmitted through speech & behaviour is felt, not understood.
Our melting into each other and into relief & relaxation is non-conceptual and irrational.
When you connect with a teacher, a speaker or community deeply, the content of the conversation is surface compared to the depth of resonant Homeliness that underlays it all.
You feel welcome, you belong, you are Home.
When you are met fully & deeply, you are seen as the shimmering & shining array of innocence that you really are, Love seeing Love.
And in that meeting, mindstuff becomes wonderfully irrelevant as well as celebratory.
Satsang is a place where you gather to meet your-Self in and with others.
The truth of our Being, and the innocence that shines through.
When you fall into that Love-Nature, your heart tells you you are Home, the abode of Being without becoming.
And all of that activity of mind, body, heart, people, relationships & life at large can play in all of its beauty, wonder & splendour, without a care for meaning, nor a need for no meaning.
In the end,
Silence embraces all sounds,
Stillness embraces all movements,
Being embraces all doing,
This embraces all of that.
Oneness remains & pervades All 🙏🏻 🕉 🤍
20/09/26
Shambo/Shambhu:
The nature of Peace within that passes all understanding.
That impersonal intimate quality that lives effortlessly within us all.
Quietly marinating in the depths of ourselves before and after it got buried underneath the various Samskaras (impressions) of the mindstuff.
It's presence is known, felt and bathed in when all of our attempts to find it elsewhere, outside, or in an other subside back into the Self.
It is the gentle, quiet and auspicious whisper in the wind of your Heart-Cavern-Mind when your striving dies into Love.
Let your Heart be filled with this now, and you will never need to grasp for anything ever again.
Om Shanti 🕉 🙏🏻🌟💝
18/09/26
An Ode to India
A captivating realm this appears to be,
Exploding unapologetically and gloriously
A land of every colour, texture, flavour and sound,
A place where wilderness is all around
An evasive nature of understanding pervades,
Yet enigmatic & present all around it remains
The vibrations and frequencies leave us lost for words
To describe the essence of this mysterious world
So we fall into poetry, symbols and gestures
For no rhyme or reason can capture these textures
The textures and fabric of this chaotic reality
In all of its splendour and wild totality
We are left in unknowing, bathing in delight
Like the childlike wonder of Love & Light
Bless this place as it has blessed me
And bless you who visit this thrum of infinity 🙏🏻 🛕🕉📿🕯⚡️⛰️🪔
Lots of Love,
Until I return to this sacred place 💝
8/2/26
A word or none on the Absolute.
The Absolute is one undivided whole, not made up of parts, and not bordered or boxed in by anything else at all.
Without edge or confinement,
It has no before or after,
Without edge or confinement,
It has no spatiality,
Without edge or confinement,
It has no positionality,
Without edge or confinement,
It is so total,
So everything
There is simply nothing else.
No need for alarm in that great exposure,
It is the great unfathomable relief from the notion that 'you' ever needed to go anywhere,
Or that there ever was a located 'you' in the first place.
The Absolute is Home to itself,
And all apparent perceptions are unconditionally allowed to dissolve back into its embrace.
Love Loving Love ✨️
Welcome Home 🏡